Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Play On, it is the Food of Love.

Hello! Well today I just kind of want to talk about music. Lots of words will be linked to different songs in this one, so if you move your mouse over a word and it turns red, CLICK IT!

I have absolutely no musical talent and I don't play any instruments.
Regardless, music is a HUGE part of my life.
I don't think I have ever met someone who doesn't like music.
Everyone has a genre that they prefer over another, but no one hates music all together.
Sometimes the major reason I post on here is because I have a gorgeous song that I want to show you guys in the "Song of the Day" link that I always have.
Music in it's element has been around since the beginning of the human race.
I survive on music.
I do not go anywhere without it.
That being said, I have a very emotional connection with all of the music I listen to.
I have music that I listen to when I am angry,
sad,
in need of a cool down,
in need of inspiration,
and much much more.
I keep a journal that is addressed specifically to my future children, and at the end of every entry I put a song because based on the music now, the music in twenty years will be the sound of static mixed with horses running with the word "swag" every ten seconds.
I have a special hatred for today's radio.
Don't get me wrong, I'm all for pop music.
It's just this cookie cutter pop.
Simple beats, auto tune, low bass.
Literally anyone can make that kind of music.
Not to mention the lyrics.
There is absolutely no thought put into these words, no emotion.
Every song that they play on the radio is about sex, drugs, alcohol or has some cute little message for thirteen year old girls.
Half of the people they play on the radio don't even write their own music. 
Except Ke$ha. And that really worries me more than most things.
Sure, I suppose they are good to dance to, but that's about it. 
Don't even get me started on rap.
I'm not even bashing the rap genre itself, because I am a fan.
But it's like now there is hardly a line between pop and rap anymore.
And these rappers use common sayings like: Swag, Get Money, etc.
If you have swag, why do you need to tell the world in every song about it?
And profanities are just thrown in left and right, making them completely lose any sort of meaning and allowing the kids who listen to their music to use them in every day speech.
Since when does using the F-word every two seconds shows "swag" and since when does "swag" get you anywhere in life?
Remember when rap had meaning?
The only reason the music on the radio is so popular is because:
1. It's catchy and easy to sing along to.
2. Everyone listens to it and people have forgotten what real music is.
3. It's simple music for the poorly emotionally developed and high. (aka almost every 13 year old in America)
I take deep pride and love in my taste in music.
I hope this inspires more to think about the music they listen to and contemplate whether or not it is really worth listening to.

Thanks for reading! Did you find all of the links? There are eight songs all together. I hope you enjoy at least one of them! I tried to fit several genres in there. No song of the day today because there are so many good ones above! 
I love you. 
*Disclaimer: I realize that the Shakespeare quote is not correct in the title. This is because I have put my own spin on it. It is only based on the quote itself. I do that. Get over it.*

Saturday, July 14, 2012

Self Esteem is for Losers


Hello! How are you? Oh, how fabulous. Unless you said you feel like you just got peed on by an elephant. In that case, I'm so sorry. That stinks. Literally.
Alright enough of my lame humor.

So if you know me, you know that I'm not really like super popular.
I don't wear expensive clothes, 
I don't wear makeup,
Everyone thinks I'm a poser because of my glasses (until they find out they're real)
I only have a few really close friends.
I don't look or act like any of the super gorgeous popular girls at my school.
I am completely aware of this fact.
And guess what? 
I'm perfectly fine with it.
When I was younger all I wanted was for guys to notice me and have tons of friends and all that good stuff.
And that's all fine and good but that just didn't happen with me.
People have made fun of me for tons of crap and it used to really hit me really hard.
But I just don't see the point anymore.
I don't see how it's worth it to spend all of my time complaining about how I look.
I can't change the way I am.
I mean sure, I exercise to stay healthy and I try to eat healthy enough, but whats wrong with a treat now and then?
And I guess I could cover up acne and make my eyelashes longer with makeup but I just don't care.
I'd rather have ten more minutes to sleep in the morning than spend it covering myself with product.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying it's bad to want to look nice. And I'm not saying daily hygiene isn't important.
I'm just saying that people shouldn't care so much.
Some days I really do enjoy putting on a pretty skirt and cute shoes.
But I'm also wonderfully happy in my "Big Boy on Campus" T-shirt and cut off jeans.
And don't say "Aww Megan you're so pretty and I think you're popular" and nice things like that.
I think I'm pretty too. I just don't think I fit that gorgeous barbie look.
And I agree, I am popular with my little group of friends, and they are all popular to me. 
I'm saying that I'm not friends with all the people in school that everyone knows.
Which is cool with me. 
I'm just trying to be real.
I know who I am.
I know where I fit.
I'm a super awkward 16 year old who loves scifi and cheesy Disney movies and the 80's.
I'd rather hang out at home listening to pandora, doodling and watching Merlin than go to a party and socialize.
I'd rather go to a public bathroom alone than have a ton of my friends looking in the mirror and waiting for me.
I'd rather play video games than go hiking.

Be Your Own, that's my motto.

Anyways! Thanks for reading! I love you.

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Monday, July 2, 2012

Hit the Hard Subjects First, Win Them Over Later

Hi. It's like, eleven thirty at night. Which is early, I guess. But late for me to write a post. So let's hope I finish before my beddy bye time. I don't know why but I'm starving. Sorry, off topic! I have something to say to you today, my dear little readers! One of my normal rants. So heeerrree wee gooo.

Media these days is a huge influence in almost everyone's lives.
Even those mountain men on that show, because THEY ARE ON THE TV. Hello. Even though I respect those guys and kind of really want to become them. And have a righteous beard and kill my own food and such.

Anyways. Last year I took this digital media class. I loved it, not only because I absolutely worshipped my teacher because he loves eighties movies and indie music and Star Wars and whenever he mentioned the Breakfast Club I had one of my little freak out seizures. In a nutshell, he was fantastic.
He has one of those personalites who just lays it out straight. He is very blunt. And I learned most of what I'll be talking about in his class.

He once said that the people who control the media are more powerful than the president.
Think about it. Like honestly what do we do everyday?
If you're like me you spend most of your day on the internet and listening to music and watching TV.
(Let's not judge my personal habits. I spend to much time being sedentary. I'm working on it.)
And even if you don't spend all day with your mulitiple television shows and obsessing over instagram, most people watch the news and shop in stores and whatever.
I don't think we realize how much influence media has on us.
Do you know how they view us?
They see us as, to quote one of my favorite spongebob episodes, "Class A suckeroonies."
We are puddy in their hands and they know it.
And they can make absolutely ANYTHING cool or appealing.
For example, take the Justin Bieber movie. Watch it once, you love him. For some. Some people just plain out loathe him, which I can understand.
And I'm not hating on the Biebs. I love that kid.
But I also loved him before the movie itself (and I promise I'm not saying like "OMG, I'm better than allllll of you 'cause I knew Justin before the movvviiieeee." No. That's annoying. I'm simply making a point).
But I know tons of people who didn't like him much and then loved him when they saw the movie.
Because the people who made the movie know how to appeal to the audience. In this case, teenage and five year old girls.

The media makes drinking look glamorous and obviously only beautiful people drink alcohol, according to every commercial I've ever seen.
And that's another reason I think people give in so easily to media, because you only see beautiful people.
That girl is wearing those clothes and she is pretty, so I must shop at that store and I will look like her.
We convince ourselves that we will look a certain way if we do whatever the media tells us.

And then there are these models who make every single girl ever feel fat.
Modeling isn't so glamorous, though. Most of those women smoke like psychos and eat pills to keep their weight like that.
Thanks, but that's not how I want to live my life.
I like food. And my lungs.
And most of that unreal beauty comes from caked on makeup and an overload of photoshop.
 Most of us know that there is so much insane photoshop and makeup, but when we are looking through the magazines we seem to somehow completely forget that fact.
I really resent the media.
It bugs me because it is such a huge portion of my life and I often become a victim.
But I know better. And that is what bugs me. I need there to be a day that the media tells the entire truth.
One day, I tell you. I will lead my little crazy ranting hippie revolution and get JUSTICE.

I honestly could say so much more and it seems I can never get ou all that I can say in one post. I hope you guys don't get too mad at these, but I just have so much fun writing my little angry "Fight the Man" speeches. Anyways. I'm done. Thanks so much for reading my crazy scatterbrained thoughts. I love you.

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